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❝ If you think of giving up, you gave up already. - Huang ZiTao ❞
. Thursday, 29 November 2012 @ 18:54 Hi. s h a l o m Sometimes I wask myself, "Why am I single?" I found it hard to answer, since I'm so hopeless in love. After so many unsuccessful relationships that was currently been called as trash, now I feel tired. I feel tired of boys. It's like treating a kid. I mean I love kids but boys were just like kids. They are 14,15,16,17 years old but they act like a 5 years old kid. That's what I'm trying to say. Not that I consider myself as an independent ladies, I feel free to breath already. It's so fun being single but sometimes I got jealous of those sweet couples around the world. Damn you got to delete your sweet photos on Facebook. REASONS WHY I DON'T WANT TO BE THE GIRLFRIEND OF SOMEONE I love freedom and I prefer thinking something fun. I don't like the feeling when I say to myself, "Oh, I miss him." because I would say this word. "What the hell am I doing?! I have a boyfriend?! Oh man fuck it!" That's the reason I am very hopeless when it comes to the word called love. The longest relationship I've ever had? 1 year 2 or 3 months. I want to just end that relationship and he told me, "If you want to end this relationship, give me a RM10 DiGi topup. After that, we're over. Okay?" And I was like, "This boy thinks only about money. Okay fine I'll grant you one." After I give him that topup, we ended that relationship with a smile. Maybe. I don't know. The shortest relationship I've ever had? 3 days. It's with one of my guy bestfriend but I consider him as my big brother already because we are so close I can't explain how close we were. It is very awkward if we were together, that's why I ended my relationship with him. But we are still a ver-very-close best friends. The relationship where a boy broke my heart with just a blink of an eye? That bastard. Capital T. Now he's with my bestfriend. So forget about him. All I know is he broke up with me because he fell in love with his ex and huh, now we are friends. Best friends. See? So many relationships. I tried to do my best when I was in a relationship but unfortunately I can't because I want freedom. If you were just like me, you know how it feels, right? So, as I said before, I am hopeless when I'm in love. That's all. I don't need a swag boy or a classy man to complete my life. Besides, I could live my life as a single lady. Forget what people say. If I was still single when I grew up, nevermind, that's not your matter, either. I don't care if people ignore me because I prefer to live my life alone without a man. You know, I was just that awesome. The boy I date might be dead because he dates a totally awesome girl. Whatever. I ignore all the "Please be with me.", "Please be the jam in my bread." and "Be mine." But if you give me CHOI SIWON, give me one reason to reject him. (Allow me to change the topic for awhile.) He's tall, I love his voice, he could play instruments, his acting deserves a 100 thumbs ups, he have six packs, he's GENTLEMEN. So tell me just one reason why I should reject him. (Back to the topic) So I am now an independent lady, a single lady, a freedom lady and guess what? I am PROUD OF IT. 0 Comments: Post a Comment older post ► ◄ newer post	Home About Stuff eMail I'm not the prettiest, but you know what? I'm fabulous. Hardcore EXO fangirl. I love reading all those stuffs. LABEL exo fangirl feelz Contact Here's the links to my social media sites. I'm not always the follow-me-follow-you-back type of person but notify me for a followback! i'm friendly, of course. Advertisements
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Thursday, 29 November 2012 @ 18:54

Hi.

s h a l o m

Sometimes I wask myself, "Why am I single?" I found it hard to answer, since I'm so hopeless in love. After so many unsuccessful relationships that was currently been called as trash, now I feel tired. I feel tired of boys. It's like treating a kid. I mean I love kids but boys were just like kids. They are 14,15,16,17 years old but they act like a 5 years old kid. That's what I'm trying to say.

Not that I consider myself as an independent ladies, I feel free to breath already. It's so fun being single but sometimes I got jealous of those sweet couples around the world. Damn you got to delete your sweet photos on Facebook.

REASONS WHY I DON'T WANT TO BE THE GIRLFRIEND OF SOMEONE

I love freedom and I prefer thinking something fun. I don't like the feeling when I say to myself, "Oh, I miss him." because I would say this word. "What the hell am I doing?! I have a boyfriend?! Oh man fuck it!" That's the reason I am very hopeless when it comes to the word called love. The longest relationship I've ever had? 1 year 2 or 3 months. I want to just end that relationship and he told me, "If you want to end this relationship, give me a RM10 DiGi topup. After that, we're over. Okay?" And I was like, "This boy thinks only about money. Okay fine I'll grant you one." After I give him that topup, we ended that relationship with a smile. Maybe. I don't know. The shortest relationship I've ever had? 3 days. It's with one of my guy bestfriend but I consider him as my big brother already because we are so close I can't explain how close we were. It is very awkward if we were together, that's why I ended my relationship with him. But we are still a ver-very-close best friends. The relationship where a boy broke my heart with just a blink of an eye? That bastard. Capital T. Now he's with my bestfriend. So forget about him. All I know is he broke up with me because he fell in love with his ex and huh, now we are friends. Best friends. See? So many relationships. I tried to do my best when I was in a relationship but unfortunately I can't because I want freedom. If you were just like me, you know how it feels, right? So, as I said before, I am hopeless when I'm in love. That's all. I don't need a swag boy or a classy man to complete my life. Besides, I could live my life as a single lady. Forget what people say. If I was still single when I grew up, nevermind, that's not your matter, either. I don't care if people ignore me because I prefer to live my life alone without a man. You know, I was just that awesome. The boy I date might be dead because he dates a totally awesome girl. Whatever. I ignore all the "Please be with me.", "Please be the jam in my bread." and "Be mine." But if you give me CHOI SIWON, give me one reason to reject him. (Allow me to change the topic for awhile.) He's tall, I love his voice, he could play instruments, his acting deserves a 100 thumbs ups, he have six packs, he's GENTLEMEN. So tell me just one reason why I should reject him. (Back to the topic) So I am now an independent lady, a single lady, a freedom lady and guess what? I am PROUD OF IT.

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