
Monday, 5 November 2012 @ 18:38
S H A L O M
First of all the first , good morning ! I woke up so early , maybe and started to like dazzling around looking for something to do but at last , here I am infront of 'my' PC . Okay now I'm telling you about my life .
Well , for me life is freedom . You do whatever you want and enjoy it . Yup sometimes my life is easy , and freedom , but sometimes it's like zombies eating zombies . No , my family seldom fights . We all love to chat , play with each other , watch movies and sleeps , that's why I think my family is the best of the best family ever . I admit that among us 3 siblings , I'm the wildest . Nope , just that , I love hanging out with my friends . And I think that I'm controlled too much . Not complaining . But duhh , I don't know . When my parents scolds me for my brother's fault , or for my own fault , I didn't talk back , I'll just be patience , and shut my mouth . Listen to what my parents say , and just sleep and forget about it . Because I always taught myself , "No matter how , you still have to respect your family members . You don;t have to care about all the scoldings , just take it slowly , make a change , and smile ." And , I tried not to take those scoldings seriously . But sometimes karma owned me , I couldn't find my own way out . It's controlling me , sometimes .
When my brother , older one and younger one just talks about me , saying I'm as fat as a pig , I tried to just keep it and live my life . And I tried to go on a diet , which causing the lost of too much weight and my body shape became like a drug dealer . Many people told me I look so weak and ask me why , I told them , "Ask my brother ." It is hard , but I tried to eat as many as I can and I gained weight , and I got my body shape again . That's not the matter . When they tease me , I smile and laugh , not wanting to like criticize them . Because they are my siblings , no matter how .
So , my life isn't complicated . It's just FREEDOM . You don't have to search for it , it'll come , one day , if you just wait and have faith on it .
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