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I should've done that. Saturday, 24 November 2012 @ 23:28 Hi. S H A L O M I feel weak. As is the world will end today. Why did I shut my mouth when I know if I keep my mouth open and tell him the truth, he'll maybe understand and maybe he'll accept. Why did I keep trying to be that shy when I know it's my last chance to meet him and probably I will never, ever meet him again? Why am I that stupid? Marilyn, you did your biggest mistake ever in your life. Huh you were born stupid because you were just so stupid. What if when he leaves when I return to that place? I want to just run away from everything and just run to introduce myself to him. It's my last chance and I let it go. I hate myself. I truly hate myself from now on. Urgh, I just want to let him know that I exist and I want him. What if when I introduce myself and he said, "well we should exchange phone numbers." That will be awesome! Damn. Now I know how people feel when they just let their chance go. How I wish I could meet you again, handsome boy. Even though I did not know your name, I always imagine what name would fit this handsome boy? Harry? James? Bexter? Benedict? How I wish I could know your name and talk to you even if it's just a 'hi' or 'bye'. I hate myself. I will never let you go, handsome boy. 0 Comments: Post a Comment older post ► ◄ newer post	Home About Stuff eMail I'm not the prettiest, but you know what? I'm fabulous. Hardcore EXO fangirl. I love reading all those stuffs. LABEL exo fangirl feelz Contact Here's the links to my social media sites. I'm not always the follow-me-follow-you-back type of person but notify me for a followback! i'm friendly, of course. Advertisements
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I should've done that.

Saturday, 24 November 2012 @ 23:28

Hi.

S H A L O M

I feel weak. As is the world will end today. Why did I shut my mouth when I know if I keep my mouth open and tell him the truth, he'll maybe understand and maybe he'll accept. Why did I keep trying to be that shy when I know it's my last chance to meet him and probably I will never, ever meet him again? Why am I that stupid? Marilyn, you did your biggest mistake ever in your life. Huh you were born stupid because you were just so stupid. What if when he leaves when I return to that place? I want to just run away from everything and just run to introduce myself to him. It's my last chance and I let it go. I hate myself. I truly hate myself from now on. Urgh, I just want to let him know that I exist and I want him. What if when I introduce myself and he said, "well we should exchange phone numbers." That will be awesome! Damn. Now I know how people feel when they just let their chance go. How I wish I could meet you again, handsome boy. Even though I did not know your name, I always imagine what name would fit this handsome boy? Harry? James? Bexter? Benedict? How I wish I could know your name and talk to you even if it's just a 'hi' or 'bye'. I hate myself. I will never let you go, handsome boy.

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