
Thursday, 1 November 2012 @ 04:22
S H A L O M
Ya bah , saya sayang kau lebih dari apa yang kau sangka . Memang lah kalau kau minta kereta Ferrari saya tidak mampu kasih , but all I can give you is my love . Memanglah saya ni banyak kelemahan , tapi saya tetap sayang kau dari dulu sampai sekarang . Dari tahun 6 sampai sekarang . Tidak pernahkah kau rasa apa yang saya rasa ? Saya selalu fikir pasal kau , pagi petang malam . Selalu saya wish kau "Good morning sayang !" Selalu kalau ada orang text saya , saya selalu fikir "Si Riki ni !" Sekali tingu , kau bukan orang yang text saya . Saya kecewa . Luluh hati saya . YOU TREAT ME LIKE A NOTHING . I don't want this relationship between me and you ends up because of this stupid thing . And I will never let you go . Kau layan saya macam angin , pfft . How pissed off I am . Tapi saya tau walau macam manapun saya marah kau , saya tetap sangat sayangkan kau . No matter how much you hurted me , I've got no exit doors for you in my heart . Pernahkah kau rasa tu rasa sakit hati yang saya rasa ? You're like "Woah this girl chose me and she's wrong ." Bila saya tengok muka kau , berdebar-debar . Bila kau senyum , I can't see no one but you . Bila kau limpas saya , I can feel your sweet aura . Even when you're far . One of my friend told me "You are stupid to love him , and be her girlfriend . Too stupid to be alive . Kau tau ka dia tidak sesuai dengan kau ? Kenapalah kau bodoh sangat untuk suka dia ?" Saya kasih biar seja apa dorang cakap , pasal keburukan kau . Sebab mereka tidak tahu tentang how sweet and kind you are . I am ready here , waiting for you when you have problems . I can lend you my shoulders when you want to vomit all your tears of sadness . Tadi di sekolah pun I can feel it . I looked at you first , and then you look at me . I smiled , and you gave me a slight smile too . I feel happy , just by seeing you doing that . That's enough for me to live . But why you gave me a slight smile while when I saw you , a big big wide smile just appears on my face ? It's like you feel disgusting when you're with me . Sedih bah tingu tu keadaan macam tu . You know I've felt in love before , but it never be this strong when I'm with you . Kenapa bah Riki ? Kenapa kau buat girlfriend kau begini ? Do you know every breath I take , it's for you ? And for God , and for my family , and for my friends , and all the people that loves me ... No one can cure this pain in my heart but you . Can't you just walk to me and talk to me ? Even if it only takes 60 seconds . That's enough to make my day .
Please Riki , I don't want to lose you . Never ever ever ever will . Why ? Because I LOVE YOU till the end of time .
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