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The Story of Us Friday, 2 November 2012 @ 02:58 Hi. S H A L O M It was a miracle that I saw you in my life . At first , I didn't know who this Riki Wong are . Just some of my friends whom played with him just came to me laughing and said "Stupid Riki he swallow my pants down !" I looked at them with an awkward smile because I didn't really know who this Riki are . So I just let it go , it didn't important , at first . But it was , when I know you and we get closer and closer and CLOSER . It's last year , that I first know you , yeah , I'm sure it's last year . Yup we are not close , but I consider you as a friend of mine . Which was obvious because we talk less . But when we both get chosen to join the Kem Integrasi at Tuaran , we get a bit closer I should say . Because you consider all the girls at our school that joins the camp as your wife / lao po / bini . So you started to call us girls 'LAO PO' . Wow not a suprise . I'm cool . Because I know no matter what you still loves your ex , capital T . And I call you 'LAO GONG' . I think it's just for fun , not more than that . It is not serious . And then , the crushy thing appeared with a blink of an eye . This year I get to know that you broke up with capital T . It was not suprising , not because I wish you and her broke up , it's because I don't want to jaga tepi kain orang . And we're like friends for some time . And when I be the girl of this blacky shit guy , that crushy feeling dissapears . I thought it was normal . Yup our relationship last for only 3 months yaww , 3 months . Let's just say it's because of luck . So it gets normal back because I can be a hungry monkey again , playing here and there , be crazy and single ! But then I get close to capital F . 2 years older than me . We get closer and closer , day by day , month by month . Then one day , he said "We need to talk ." So , we talked . Then he say , "I love you , I really do . As a fake brother , I shall protect you , because there's no one that can protect you when you're out of home ." It was not suprising . He loves me as a sister , is that wrong ? So I just let it go . Then one day , he texted me . Saying , "Marilyn , I'm sorry for saying that I love you as my sister . I love you , as my lover . So , wanna be my girl ?" Oh what ?! I love him , yes , as a brother . As a lover ? Oh no . Then Riki started to chat with me on Facebook , and said "I love you ." Those words made me cold . I can't breath . Then one of my friend who knows this situation talks to me and gave me advises about this and that , and then she asks , "So , who do you choose ?" I don't want to make anybody hurt . But I can't resist . My heart says "Riki . Take him . He loves you as much as you love your family and friends ." But my mind says "Hell no you stupid girl ! You don't want to make anybody sad , right ? Then don't choose anyone ." But I was taught , follow your heart . One day , Riki chat with me again . Saying "Would you be the jam in my bread ?" Yup it was soooooo sweet I can't sleep when I remember those words being type on Facebook chat . I told him I still need time to think , he told me he'll always wait , he knows someday I'll be his girl . So on Monday , 22nd October , I told him , I was ready for him . We smiled , and I walked away with a big smile in my face . Yup we are still a couple , but I don't know , I just feel that he don't care anymore . 0 Comments: Post a Comment older post ► ◄ newer post	Home About Stuff eMail I'm not the prettiest, but you know what? I'm fabulous. Hardcore EXO fangirl. I love reading all those stuffs. LABEL exo fangirl feelz Contact Here's the links to my social media sites. I'm not always the follow-me-follow-you-back type of person but notify me for a followback! i'm friendly, of course. Advertisements
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The Story of Us

Friday, 2 November 2012 @ 02:58

Hi.

S H A L O M

It was a miracle that I saw you in my life . At first , I didn't know who this Riki Wong are . Just some of my friends whom played with him just came to me laughing and said "Stupid Riki he swallow my pants down !" I looked at them with an awkward smile because I didn't really know who this Riki are . So I just let it go , it didn't important , at first . But it was , when I know you and we get closer and closer and CLOSER .

It's last year , that I first know you , yeah , I'm sure it's last year . Yup we are not close , but I consider you as a friend of mine . Which was obvious because we talk less . But when we both get chosen to join the Kem Integrasi at Tuaran , we get a bit closer I should say . Because you consider all the girls at our school that joins the camp as your wife / lao po / bini . So you started to call us girls 'LAO PO' . Wow not a suprise . I'm cool . Because I know no matter what you still loves your ex , capital T . And I call you 'LAO GONG' . I think it's just for fun , not more than that . It is not serious . And then , the crushy thing appeared with a blink of an eye .

This year I get to know that you broke up with capital T . It was not suprising , not because I wish you and her broke up , it's because I don't want to jaga tepi kain orang . And we're like friends for some time . And when I be the girl of this blacky shit guy , that crushy feeling dissapears . I thought it was normal . Yup our relationship last for only 3 months yaww , 3 months . Let's just say it's because of luck . So it gets normal back because I can be a hungry monkey again , playing here and there , be crazy and single ! But then I get close to capital F . 2 years older than me . We get closer and closer , day by day , month by month . Then one day , he said "We need to talk ." So , we talked . Then he say , "I love you , I really do . As a fake brother , I shall protect you , because there's no one that can protect you when you're out of home ." It was not suprising . He loves me as a sister , is that wrong ? So I just let it go . Then one day , he texted me . Saying , "Marilyn , I'm sorry for saying that I love you as my sister . I love you , as my lover . So , wanna be my girl ?" Oh what ?! I love him , yes , as a brother . As a lover ? Oh no . Then Riki started to chat with me on Facebook , and said "I love you ." Those words made me cold . I can't breath . Then one of my friend who knows this situation talks to me and gave me advises about this and that , and then she asks , "So , who do you choose ?" I don't want to make anybody hurt . But I can't resist . My heart says "Riki . Take him . He loves you as much as you love your family and friends ." But my mind says "Hell no you stupid girl ! You don't want to make anybody sad , right ? Then don't choose anyone ." But I was taught , follow your heart . One day , Riki chat with me again . Saying "Would you be the jam in my bread ?" Yup it was soooooo sweet I can't sleep when I remember those words being type on Facebook chat . I told him I still need time to think , he told me he'll always wait , he knows someday I'll be his girl . So on Monday , 22nd October , I told him , I was ready for him . We smiled , and I walked away with a big smile in my face .

Yup we are still a couple , but I don't know , I just feel that he don't care anymore .

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