❝ If you think of giving up, you gave up already. - Huang ZiTao ❞

Tired of feeling awful.
Wednesday, 5 June 2013 @ 07:07
Hi.

Yes, I do love you but I still doubt about yours. I know and I understand if you are busy and I cannot force you to text or call me but you recently don’t even text me for days. When I text you, you will not reply the text. When I call you, you don’t even answer my calls. (Except, the celcom connection). I
I am tired for waiting for days to get your text messages and I can’t stay like this forever. I think about you day and night and I don’t even know if you’re okay right now. I don’t care if you’re busy but pretty please, replt to the damn text I sent for you even if it’s hours after that. Just to let me know that you were okay.
I’m tired. Yes, I’m tired. I tried to let this go away, thinking that you may be busy right now but are you busy 24/7? I tried to walk away from you so I’ll never be sad over this thing again but I have to admit this, I love you. And even if someday you say “It’s over between us”, I still love you and I do love you. I can’t guarantee you forever but I could guarantee you that I love you, so much that you couldn’t even think about it.
You once ask me if I was liking any boys than you, I say I don’t. And I mean it. Because there’s no guy that could ever make me feel so in love like you do. I don’t want to doubt about that but how long could I stand alone and face through this terrible ignoring situation?
Please…don’t let this happen forever. I want your love and your simple and tiny piece of attention, is that too much for a favor? I’m tired of the ‘what if’s’ because I face through that every single day and please make me stop doubting about you.
I want you to be safe and healthy and I want you to be a good man, if that’s too hard, throw the good man stuff, I want you to be safe and healthy. Just do me my favors, don’t ignore me, show me you love me, talk to me and please, love me.
Yes, that’s all. I don’t wanna talk much. I’m just having that awful feeling in my heart. But whatever. Goodnight all. And thanks for listening, to anybody who’s reading this. At least there’s someone that I could spill everything out on.

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