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forget the past and forgive Thursday, 19 September 2013 @ 00:13 Hi. Have you guys ever feel like it's just your fault when you saw someone you love flirting another girl? It's exactly how I feel like right now. I don't know what to think anymore. It's like I was stabbed from behind without me knowing it. And he did this to me? How should I feel about it? Be freaking mad about everything? No I can't. I forgave him, fake being relaxed and just go on with my life. Yes it hurts, more than anything, but I can't get mad at him. He did just everything for me to forgive him. His friends told me that I'm stupid to forgive him so easily. But what else to do? Let him suffer? I don't want to see him doing things that will only hurt him. I'd rather hurt than let him get hurt. I love him? Yes I do, always too much. I know that too much can hurt so much, I cannot control myself and my feelings. I just feel like I should give in this time. To give him a chance to change. Yes I always say that it will be the last chance but I always ended up giving more and more chances. I know I should not give in too much, but I'd rather risk my feelings then losing him. It's just that simple. If he did it again, I will always do the same thing; giving him a chance to change. Because for me, loving someone is to appreciate all of they flaws and give them the chance to change to a better person. 0 Comments: Post a Comment older post ► ◄ newer post	Home About Stuff eMail I'm not the prettiest, but you know what? I'm fabulous. Hardcore EXO fangirl. I love reading all those stuffs. LABEL exo fangirl feelz Contact Here's the links to my social media sites. I'm not always the follow-me-follow-you-back type of person but notify me for a followback! i'm friendly, of course. Advertisements
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forget the past and forgive

Thursday, 19 September 2013 @ 00:13

Hi.

Have you guys ever feel like it's just your fault when you saw someone you love flirting another girl?

It's exactly how I feel like right now. I don't know what to think anymore. It's like I was stabbed from behind without me knowing it. And he did this to me? How should I feel about it? Be freaking mad about everything? No I can't. I forgave him, fake being relaxed and just go on with my life. Yes it hurts, more than anything, but I can't get mad at him. He did just everything for me to forgive him.

His friends told me that I'm stupid to forgive him so easily. But what else to do? Let him suffer? I don't want to see him doing things that will only hurt him. I'd rather hurt than let him get hurt. I love him? Yes I do, always too much. I know that too much can hurt so much, I cannot control myself and my feelings. I just feel like I should give in this time. To give him a chance to change. Yes I always say that it will be the last chance but I always ended up giving more and more chances. I know I should not give in too much, but I'd rather risk my feelings then losing him.

It's just that simple. If he did it again, I will always do the same thing; giving him a chance to change. Because for me, loving someone is to appreciate all of they flaws and give them the chance to change to a better person.

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