the life of a fangirl

❝ If you think of giving up, you gave up already. - Huang ZiTao ❞
awkward. Monday, 26 November 2012 @ 02:10 Hi. -S H A L O M- When somebody just pops into my life, I couldn't let them go easily. Because once they come into my life, there's no exit door for them. I've been through so many things in my life. When a boy came to me and told me he has feelings for me, I remain silent. Why? I don't know wether he is joking or he is very serious on that matter. I'm not a toy, they can't play me. But I still remain silent. Thinking. "This boy really has feelings for me?" I don't accept people easily. That's why some of my friends told me, "You are complicated as hell." Some of them still keep feelings for me, waiting. But, how can I accept a boy in my life if I don't even have special feelings for him? I'm tired of being lied, being played on, being cheated on. I want something called freedom. I still think, "Sometimes I need a boy too." But not in a very young age. I'd better concentrate on my studies and defeat all those bastards who has broke my heart. Yeah, there's one. That boy that I call as my destiny. He leave me for another girl and I struggle to make myself as cool as possible. I hide those tears, I hide those hatress towards this boy. One day I told myself, "Be strong, that bastard can't kill you. Study hard and defeat that bastard. Bury him." I am ego, that's why I told everybody, I am happy because now I'm free to fly again. So that's what happened. Me and that bastard now became best friends, sometimes it's hard because he's annoying as hell but I love to talk to him, he's cool and friendly. Now bastard, you with your girlfriend, go and get married. You two were too sweet. Sometimes it's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember, but it always worth it. And to the unknown handsome guy, I will wait till that time when we go into the church, be infront of the priest and say to each other, "I do." My brother told me, our destiny is always close to us. We just have to wait and that special man will come to our life. And so do you, unknown handsome boy. I will wait, until that day come when you propose me. Someday, we will meet again. I promise to you. -M A R I L Y N- 0 Comments: Post a Comment older post ► ◄ newer post	Home About Stuff eMail I'm not the prettiest, but you know what? I'm fabulous. Hardcore EXO fangirl. I love reading all those stuffs. LABEL exo fangirl feelz Contact Here's the links to my social media sites. I'm not always the follow-me-follow-you-back type of person but notify me for a followback! i'm friendly, of course. Advertisements
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awkward.

Monday, 26 November 2012 @ 02:10

Hi.

-S H A L O M-

When somebody just pops into my life, I couldn't let them go easily. Because once they come into my life, there's no exit door for them.

I've been through so many things in my life. When a boy came to me and told me he has feelings for me, I remain silent. Why? I don't know wether he is joking or he is very serious on that matter. I'm not a toy, they can't play me. But I still remain silent. Thinking. "This boy really has feelings for me?" I don't accept people easily. That's why some of my friends told me, "You are complicated as hell."

Some of them still keep feelings for me, waiting. But, how can I accept a boy in my life if I don't even have special feelings for him? I'm tired of being lied, being played on, being cheated on. I want something called freedom. I still think, "Sometimes I need a boy too." But not in a very young age. I'd better concentrate on my studies and defeat all those bastards who has broke my heart. Yeah, there's one.

That boy that I call as my destiny. He leave me for another girl and I struggle to make myself as cool as possible. I hide those tears, I hide those hatress towards this boy. One day I told myself, "Be strong, that bastard can't kill you. Study hard and defeat that bastard. Bury him." I am ego, that's why I told everybody, I am happy because now I'm free to fly again. So that's what happened.

Me and that bastard now became best friends, sometimes it's hard because he's annoying as hell but I love to talk to him, he's cool and friendly. Now bastard, you with your girlfriend, go and get married. You two were too sweet.

Sometimes it's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember, but it always worth it.

And to the unknown handsome guy, I will wait till that time when we go into the church, be infront of the priest and say to each other, "I do." My brother told me, our destiny is always close to us. We just have to wait and that special man will come to our life. And so do you, unknown handsome boy. I will wait, until that day come when you propose me. Someday, we will meet again. I promise to you.

-M A R I L Y N-

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