Officially single. Urgh.Sunday, 25 November 2012 @ 18:29
S H A L O M
Today, I am officially single. Seriously, I am a bit sad and a bit happy. I don't know how I feel now. I just want to be freedom. I told him this and that all from my heart and my heart aches because I hurt him. We are still friends but I hope we'll get better after this because I think in the age of 13, it's not a good idea to get on a relationship. (Nerdy statement)
I, Marilyn Fransiska Foo admit that I am the one that started the conflict. It's not a conflict actually. Because my brother told me, "If you are deeply in love, love that someone with all your heart. And if you think you still love him but you know the relationship won't work, end it. How can you continue a relationship if you know that the relationship won't go well? Loving someone is important, but if the relationship didn't go well as expected, why stay still to the relationship?" I've been thinking about this for a long time and I think I have to end it, before one of us got hurt even more. I think being honest is more important because if I lie to him telling him something stupid and didn't come from the bottom of my heart, he'll get hurt. I admit that I am still loving him now. Not as much as I used to when we first started, but I still love him as my brother and he'll love me as his sister too. Well, I want to forget about it. Life goes on and I know no matter what, Riki is still one of those important part in my life. Alright, I want to start to live my life as a single lady. Hahahaha.




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