The first kiss in my life. Monday, 31 December 2012 @ 18:06
Happy new year everyone. May God bless you and your love ones and I just wanted to say happy new year for the souls in heaven.
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It's new years eve last night. Actually I didn't celebrate it with my family members. I celebrated it with some of my long-time-no-see family members. Well they will took their flight on 3/4 of January so yesterday was the last but not least time we met. We went to aunt Nita's house for some gathering. We eat and chit-chat, A was there and this whole topic I've been waiting for him to tell me was revealed. He had a girlfriend already. Imagine how broken-hearted I was but then I put a fake smile with giggles to hide my broken-hearted feelings. Yeah well now I am sure he's happy with his relationship. May God bless them. I decided to let go the heart-breaking news that just strucks me like a lightning. A has another little brother, he'll turn 12 on April this year. We were close as glues. He called me 'kakak' and I call him AC. No his real name is Ashley. What a beautiful name of his. Actually when the countdown to 2013 ended Ac cried and I wiped his tears. I don't like seeing people crying. I hate it very much. I asked him why he cries, he says he doesn't have much friend here and in KL. I say I will be his friend and hugged him like 10 times, I am not sure. I decided to bring him along with me to our house, but then his mum didn't allow him to come with me. I'm so sad that time and I'm still sad till now. He brought me to a quiet place and hugged me. I hugged him as usual because this is farewell. He kissed my cheeks and asked, "Do you know what this means?" I know about his feelings for me but I decided to say no, wanting to let it be more mystery. He kissed me again while hugging me tightly and asked me the same question again. I said I don't understand and we went to our house. (Grandpa's house, forgive me.) We hugged again when mum, dad, lil bro and big bro entered the car to leave. I'm still outside of the car, refused to let AC go. How can I let someone go easily? We hugged and ur, should I say this? Hahaha he kissed my cheeks, again and asked the very same question as before, I said I understand and we hugged very tightly. Oh Lord I don't want to let him go. I always whispered his ears, "Don't ever forget me, okay?" We both will never ever ever going to forget each other. He smiled at me and kissed my lips. Oh what? LIPS? WHAT?! God it's heavenly sweet. This is the first time ever that a guy kissed me in the lips and he is 2 years younger than me but I don't care about some shit called AGE DIFFERENCE. I asked AC to look at me and we both smiled at each other and I replied his kiss. I kissed his lips for 4 seconds. It is sweet I never want to let my lips leave his lips. (What an imagination.) NEVER EVER. We looked at each other again and smiled. I hugged him for the last time, very tightly. I told him to just study smart and grab good results, stay safe and be happy and healthy and always remember me in his heart.
I will always going to remember the touch of his hand in mine, the touch of his lips, the smile, the smell, the laugh, the voice and everything. Yes, EVERYTHING. And I so love him. Age is just a number, it doesn't matter when you are simply in love.
Iloveyou,AC. The one and only, and always will be.
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