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2013? Tuesday, 1 January 2013 @ 02:31 Hi. I've came up with so many wishes for this year. Well I still call 2013 as "next year". See how retarded I was. I came up with several wishes and targets and I will do my best to make it happen. - Own a fujifilm mini compact camera. - Buy a varsity and perhaps a vans. - Be happy. - Be more girlish. (WHAT?!) - Confess to my crush. (A's little brother.) - Grab great results on every examination. - Be more stronger. - Gain more friends. - Always have faith in what I do. - I don't want to be insecure anymore. Please God, please... Well these were what I've been thinking, "Do not wish or dream something if you don't have the courage to reach it." Of course it is very easy to dream but it's hard to achieve what we dreamed for. Another suffering and torturing moment is about to come, I have to prepare myself for the best and the worse. I will not be broken down by one simple word. I will stay strong even if I am down, even if everyone ignored me. Yes we must do it when we say something. Why say something you wish it to happen but didn't put any afford on it? I am trying to correct myself, even if it's hard. I will stop being insecure, I will stay strong to go through obstacles of being mature. I will always remember no matter what, my family, friends and the one I love and loves me will always be there for me no matter in what condition I am. I will always believe that God's love heals pain. Prayers will be heard and even if sometimes what I prayed for didn't really came true, I will always say this to myself, *"Hey maybe God has better plans for me. All I have to do is stay strong, believe in Him and have faith in my heart."* Maybe it will sometimes be hard for me to accept the fact that I get ignored, people hates me, I got rejected and was left broken-hearted, I will always, always and always going to be strong. Very, very strong. God, I would like to thank you for protecting me and hearing all my problems when I have no one to open up with. Thank you for protecting my love ones even if sometimes it's hard to go through obstacles. God, please protect AC and his family for me. Even if I can't see him, I know they will be safe because you are always going to be with them. Please protect my family and my friends and for those who you called to heaven, please forgive them for their sins. I hope this year will be better than any other past years. Thank you Lord... 0 Comments: Post a Comment older post ► ◄ newer post	Home About Stuff eMail I'm not the prettiest, but you know what? I'm fabulous. Hardcore EXO fangirl. I love reading all those stuffs. LABEL exo fangirl feelz Contact Here's the links to my social media sites. I'm not always the follow-me-follow-you-back type of person but notify me for a followback! i'm friendly, of course. Advertisements
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2013?

Tuesday, 1 January 2013 @ 02:31

Hi.

I've came up with so many wishes for this year. Well I still call 2013 as "next year". See how retarded I was. I came up with several wishes and targets and I will do my best to make it happen.

- Own a fujifilm mini compact camera.
- Buy a varsity and perhaps a vans.
- Be happy.
- Be more girlish. (WHAT?!)
- Confess to my crush. (A's little brother.)
- Grab great results on every examination.
- Be more stronger.
- Gain more friends.
- Always have faith in what I do.
- I don't want to be insecure anymore. Please God, please...

Well these were what I've been thinking, "Do not wish or dream something if you don't have the courage to reach it." Of course it is very easy to dream but it's hard to achieve what we dreamed for. Another suffering and torturing moment is about to come, I have to prepare myself for the best and the worse. I will not be broken down by one simple word. I will stay strong even if I am down, even if everyone ignored me. Yes we must do it when we say something. Why say something you wish it to happen but didn't put any afford on it?
I am trying to correct myself, even if it's hard. I will stop being insecure, I will stay strong to go through obstacles of being mature. I will always remember no matter what, my family, friends and the one I love and loves me will always be there for me no matter in what condition I am. I will always believe that God's love heals pain. Prayers will be heard and even if sometimes what I prayed for didn't really came true, I will always say this to myself, "Hey maybe God has better plans for me. All I have to do is stay strong, believe in Him and have faith in my heart."
Maybe it will sometimes be hard for me to accept the fact that I get ignored, people hates me, I got rejected and was left broken-hearted, I will always, always and always going to be strong. Very, very strong.
God, I would like to thank you for protecting me and hearing all my problems when I have no one to open up with. Thank you for protecting my love ones even if sometimes it's hard to go through obstacles.
God, please protect AC and his family for me. Even if I can't see him, I know they will be safe because you are always going to be with them. Please protect my family and my friends and for those who you called to heaven, please forgive them for their sins. I hope this year will be better than any other past years.
Thank you Lord...

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