This feeling that I know I shouldn't feel
Monday 25 November 2013 @ 02:17
So lately I've been soooooo stupid. I just knew him for about a week and he's being so good and nice to me. I've been reminding myself that I have a boyfriend and I should not feel like this, but I could never ever stop this kind of feeling. I don't know if it's really growing into something, and I don't know what I should do to get rid of this. He's just replaying in my mind like crazy and I just couldn't even stop thinking about how nice he is and how funny he is and all the stuffs about him. I want to get rid of it. I know I should keep this private, but don't you know how it feels like? It feels like a knife slowly cutting through your heart and it is painful all the time. I might sound like a bitch, or anything negative, and I just couldn't deny everything. I couldn't stop it. Oh please help me. I just...I feel so empty and guilty.
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