-Saturday, 27 December 2014 @ 22:29
P/S: From now on I will put all my blog titles as '-'. (Totally will not actually keep that.)
Well hello there. I'm back from my cousin's wedding and ISTG it's 50/50 boring. Why? 50% enjoying myself cuz the chalet we're staying in back in Kimanis was an absolutely lovely and calm place. It's near the river and full of trees and birds chirping sounds could be heard everyday every night I just fell in love with the place though I expect the place to be a bit colder if you exclude the cold and amazing cabins they have around. We actually used the whole 6 cabins and 3 hostels at the chalet to fit like 50++ people.
*fab*
Also the food there is good too and if you're staying at their chalet they will give you discount. Nice price as well and the smoothies? UMPH I FELL IN LOVE WITH IT. There's fish pond where you can fish and game equipments (darts, chess boards, congkak etc) and karaoke set which made the whole place quite noisy for the three days stay. It was a superb place overall. They also let you take everything in if you want to take trucks, live bands as many beer as you want you can take it as long as you pay for your cabin/hostel.
The thing I didn't like? I bit hot outside the cabin and also weak telephone line means no super internet. I have to go online for my fan page what am I supposed to do without no super internet connections?
*well that's a shame but look at the high luhan looking at you while jongdae whines for idk what*
The wedding was okay. It's so hot at my cousin's wife's house I'm sweating so much and my armpit was sweating. Btw the bride was amazing but at the church her hair was somewhat weird idk it's just not the proper, pretty bridal hair. Her dresses was superb! I'm so proud of my cousin for getting such a wonderful woman to be her wife cuz that girl is really nice and is a bit like me, we both love pizza.
But I guess the girl's family aren't as loud as ours. My family is the type to party hard and enjoy to the max while maybe her family was a bit more calm when they have parties. So mostly people from our family were the ones dancing along to songs. We went back to the chalet earlier tho since my mom was still in the verge of drinking but my uncle forced her to go back to the chalet with the little kids. ISTG they're pretty hard to calm.
*the kids whine and nag a lot but that's okay kids jiejie got your back*
That was it for time being I will be inactive for hahahahaha idk as long as I want bye
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-Monday, 22 December 2014 @ 06:09
A brief update on the recent happenings in 'life'.
I have more fangirl feels for the past months, I mean, the feels of shipping a Korean guy with another Korean guy. These days there's alot of Kaisoo and Taohun feels. (Although I want my favorite Hunhan otp to keep on sailing although the deer isn't in the group anymore.) Also busy with writing fanfics. Stresses me out because I have two long and short fanfics to write and some imagines lingering in my mind I haven't put it into words yet.
The first one is a Chanyeol fanfic and the other one is Hunhan. (Look at how much I wanted Hunhan to sail back.) I wrote a few imagines but the story is a bit ridiculous since pretty much all my works are one-shots so it's pretty bad. And MAMA, if anyone still remember bits of it. Made me cry and jump and lose my voice because of screaming and crying and fangirling. Literally life.
*chokes*
I went to get my exam result today. I'm happy with 5As. Although mom promised to get me a new phone if I get more but nevermind, my dream wasn't even needing the requirement of high exam grades so...
I don't think I need to study that hard but I just need to practice to make my dream come true. Since my family literally was the smart ass kids and mom has a pretty high expectation on me but LOL look at my grades. But she's pretty cool when she saw my grades. (And she knew I wanted to be a singer but she just wanted me to do something better than that.)
Maybe wait for another two years and see where I'm going and then take my own way from that. I might get single in a few more months just you wait cuz literally being in a relationship is harder than fangirling. I mean fangirling makes me cry and all but being in a relationship is just...so hard.
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what the hell Thursday, 3 July 2014 @ 05:26
Hi, I'm friggin' back. What a life really. But anyway, yes I'm back. I don't know why for the past 2 and a half months I just don't feel like blogging so I left. What, what, what a life. And seriously PT3 is here and we're all freaking out. We have to do two assignments (and not just assignments, really.) in two weeks and do you think that's cool hell no that's not cool. I HATE IT.
At first it was PBS, that's when we were in form one and two and then they changed it to PBSMR early this year and I thought it's good since PBS is gone but really they just changed the name of the exam. (What the hell is going on with the education system like what the fuck) Then they changed it to PT3 and what the hell I'm so mad like all those tough stuffs we've done on PBS for the past two years didn't mean any shit in our grades for PT3 like what the fuck man do you feel my frustration do you think this is easy this is not easy at all I'm telling you.
I'm so done with life. I hate this.
But this made my whole day;
This is not okay. HIP THRUSTS is not okay. I HATE THIS. Such a turn on these boys. But seriously when I first saw the Overdose MV I was like 'WHAT THE HECK IS THIS' and then I went 'HIP THRUSTS! WHAT THE HELL JONGIN'S HAIR! BLONDE SUHO! SEXY SEHUN! LUHAN BEING MANLY! ARGHHHHHHH! I CAN'T EVEN!!!!!' And yes that's what we fangirls do. I hate this. What the hell.
I HATE YOU KIM KAI. THIS IS TOO SEXY. NO. NO. NO. To wrap things up, here's Vic's gifs to bring your self esteem down hahahaha but seriously yeah this gif really did made my self esteem sailed down.
Bye.
Creds;
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love everything you haveWednesday, 16 April 2014 @ 19:14
This is just a sharing that I think means a lot to me.
My uncle passed away a few weeks ago, he left his wife and his 2 years old daughter. A few weeks later, my other uncle passed away leaving his wife and few of his kids on Monday if I am not mistaken. My aunt who lost his husband on Monday said that 'I feel very sorry for her(my other uncle's wife). But I never thought that the next person who would feel the same is me.' I am pretty close with my first uncle and he spills everything to my mom who would always be there for him in everything. When he passed away, I feel very regretful for I could't help him in his bad times and be close to him when he needs some voices to speak for him. I feel very sorry for his family. And that's when I realized ; you never will appreciate something unless it's gone.
And I realized about how bad I have treated the love of my life. How I don't appreciate him every single day of my life and how I always forgotten that he is my everything. I did not treat him the way he deserve it. I realized that when he's gone (IF.), I will regret everything. He deserves being called 'sweetheart' or 'sayang' as he always calls me that. He deserves every single hugs and kisses because he did it emotionally, not physically. Every time when it's time to part ways to go home and he say 'I love you' to me, it feels like he's hugging and kissing me. It feels like he's giving all his love to me which is beautiful but I never realized that I never give him the love he deserves. And if I don't show him how much I love him, how much I appreciate him and how much I am grateful to have such an amazing guy in my life, I might regret it for the rest of my life. From that moment, I always try to spend more time with him, talking and laughing with him, understand him more and cherish every single moment we have together because you will never know. It might be the last time that you will ever spend time together. And I don't want to waste any time. I want to be with him every single day because maybe tomorrow will never come.
Know this ;
Love everything you have before life teaches you to love what you have lost.
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just came backSaturday, 5 April 2014 @ 05:58
hey guys. and by that i mean hello-its-been-forever-since-i-wrote-anything-here kind of hi. but anyway, hi. i mean, it's been so tiring and i'm just so exhausted with life sometimes i just want to sleep for a week or so or something. besides all those tiring things going on with me, i have a probably good news. exam is over, like three or four weeks ago. was pretty happy with my results actually. got an A minus for my English (which, literally pisses Nickson off cuz we got the same marks, only that I got one mark higher than his last year), A+ for Moral and Civic (which I think you can get an A+ so easily), B minus for Geography, B+ for BM (our teacher got so mad she pinched me so hard on my arms), C+ for my Chinese (wasn't expecting this but yay anyway cuz I passed) and the funniest thing is I got a D flat for my Maths cuz I suck at Maths I can't do anything about it. Mom didn't know yet cuz she'll be pissed if she knew so I'd better shut my mouth. Overall, everything is good. Just for my Maths, Von got so mad cu I only got 21 when he'd get a C or B. not wanting to mention anything that happened during the holidays, i just really am exhausted right now. bye for now.
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Farewell to flight MH370Monday, 24 March 2014 @ 17:56
8 March 2014, the most shocking news hits the country - Malaysia Airlines flight MH370 went missing on its way to Beijing from Kuala Lumpur. Every single Malaysian pray for all of them and the hope is always there to finally hear the news of MH370 coming home safely. But my dream was shattered, our dream was shattered for seeing everyone on the plane to finally be on the ground again and return to their waiting family members. 24 March 2014, after 17 days of searching for the missing airplane, another heartbreaking news was announced - MH370's last journey was at the Southern Indian Ocean, no survivors. All of our dreams was shattered to billions of pieces, especially the family members. My heart sank after watching the news, it was unbelievable. I have been thinking that there's always hope and that miracle will happen but after what had happened, there is nothing left to say. This tragedy has nothing to do with anyone close with me, but we all can feel the pain. After what had happened, let's all join hands and pray for all the passengers and cabin crew involved. Also pray for the family members becausethey are the one that needed support more than anybody else. My prayers goes to all of them and condolences to all the family members. It's been a long journey, MH370. I'm sure you're tired of flying so far to Indian Ocean. You take a good rest now. You will always be a history that not anyone of all of us will ever forget. Farewell, MH370. :')
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Random facts about meWednesday, 5 February 2014 @ 07:23
- I have this bald hair until I was two years old and then my hair grew poofy and so big and curly. I hate my hair, so much.
- I get picked on a lot when I was in primary school because of my hair and that actually developed my insecurities.
- I have the fear of letting people see what I like and what I choose. That makes it hard to make decisions sometimes because I'm afraid that they'll judge me because of what I choose.
- When I was in primary school, I did pretty good in maths and science and then when I entered high school, BAM! Fails on everything. What a fun teenage life of mine.
- I have my first relationship when I was 11. It's embarrassing.
- I am very impatient. If I do like a guy, I'll wait for at least a couple of days and hold them all inside, but then when I just can't take it anymore, I just came to him and tell him how I feel about him and once I did that to a guy that I really, really like and then he rejected me. It's the most embarrassing moment in my life and I never talk to him, ever again.
- I'm very specific of what I want. But then, that's my problem. I can't make a decision. Sometimes, I just let myself down so that others don't judge me. In clothes and in gadgets and in everything, I just have a little bit of OCD.
- I want everything to be perfect.
- I don't hold grudges on people because I think holding grudges on others won't help you on anything. It makes you feels so bad and you won't enjoy life.
- I don't fight. But sometimes I do.
- Sometimes I don't know what I'm talking about.
- Between Facebook, Twitter, and Blogger, I do a lot of Twitter-ing. Mind me for my insaneness of talking to myself on Twitter because I'm weird as hell.
- I love cute guys like Zac Efron but then I'm not such a big fan of K-pop and One Direction and Bieber and things like that. I just love Zac Efron, only.
- I love it when all of our family members gather together in one place and have fun.
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